Writing has always been something I turn to when things don’t make sense and I need to get the words out of my head, before it all gets too dark and swirly. I spent a little over 20 years stuck in the cycle of addiction, wanting recovery so desperately, standing in my own way until I couldn’t stand any longer - thank god. Writing has saved my life a time or two. Parts of what I share will be a lot and not for everyone (all the *trigger warnings*). My hope is this…if what you read is in any way relatable, you find some hope, perspective, and maybe a kindred spirit. Recovery is hard. But it is so worth it.